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I've Been Thinking About Power

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

About who has it

Who doesn’t

And why

I’ve been thinking about the ways

That collective cultural and generational trauma

Has shaped everything

And it all comes back to power

 

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

And how so many of those who have it

Only fear losing it

And how some of those who don’t have it

Don’t want it

I’ve been thinking about how oftentimes

The best people to have power

Are those who do not want it

That it is most responsibly wielded

By those it is foisted upon

 

I’ve been thinking about the sources of power

About money

And influence

And how all of that affects the systems we find ourselves in

How it poisons our air and our water

How it leads us to differentiate each other

How it leads us to fear each other

 

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

My own

And how I’ve pushed it down for years

I’ve been thinking about how

That self-same generational trauma lies

Within my bones

And saps my power

 

I’ve been thinking about how power interacts with strength

And I’ve been thinking a lot

About the phrase

“What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”

Because there are those of us

Who didn’t want to be stronger

Not like this

There are those of us who have an innate power

That could have been unleashed much easier

If we had not been made stronger

In this way

 

I’ve been thinking about power and strength

And how really

Oftentimes

They are simply weakness in disguise

 

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

I’ve been thinking about the ways

That those who have it

Are able to trick so many of those who don’t

Into acting against their own interests

I’ve been thinking about how

And when exactly a few

Forced down so many

How so many manys throughout history

Have been able to be kept down

 

I’ve been thinking about power

And how so many people

Millions of people in this country

Say that their voice does not matter

I’ve been thinking about how those millions of people

Millions of people

Could so easily change who holds the power

If they were not tricked

Into giving up their own

 

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

About all the ways it corrupts

About how some of those few above the many

Say they want to help

But they either can’t

Because those fews that came before

Their forebears in power

Developed a system such

That it is difficult for them to actually

Genuinely

Help people

Or they won’t

Because those promises were empty

Made merely as stepping stones

To get to power

 

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

And how I wish

That so many people could recognize

The power within their own bones

Within their own soul

Within their own mind

Within themselves

 

I’ve been thinking about power a lot lately

And how different the world could be

 

I’ve been thinking about power

A lot lately

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